- people who are gay can be assholes
- people with eating disorders can be assholes
- people with mental disorders can be assholes
- people who self harm can be assholes
- people who are disabled can be assholes
- people who have diseases can be assholes
do not excuse people for being assholes because something is wrong with them or have a hard life
id like to take a moment to thank our lord and savior for this post
But for some of us there’s only today. And the truth is, you never really know.
Maybe you can afford to wait. Maybe for you there’s a tomorrow. Maybe for you there’s one thousand tomorrows, or three thousand, or ten, so much time you can bathe in it, roll around it, let it slide like coins through you fingers. So much time you can waste it.
Relapsed, been clean for so long I can’t even remember.
So tonight I relapsed and cut for the most stupid reason, and nobody would ever understand why. It was over some boy who admitted he’d liked me, but one snag, he thought I was 18 and I let him keep believing it. I told him that actually I was 16 and he said he didn’t care, he wanted to still see where things went. Today he basically broke up with me if that’s the right term? We’d been talking for a few months, and people probably think I’m stupid, but when someone shows me affection, I cling on to it. Fuck this.